Thursday, November 19, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
confusion says
Confusion does not help when one tries to express sincere feelings.
Because at that time, it is not the person speaking;
but confusion.
It is confusion piling word after words,
sentence after sentence,
mumble after mumble,
into a large heap of misunderstanding.
This does not mean, however - that without confusion - you will express yourself with crystal clear clarity.
Because humans lie.
Therefore, right now - I am a big mess of confusing feelings;
tangled up in this lazy vessel.
Right now,
I think -
I love you.
I love him.
I love her.
I love them.
I loved that movie.
I'll love the horrible, lonely, sinking feeling that will creep upon me when I crawl into bed.
I'll love tomorrow;
Everything that comes with it -
because without them, I won't be me.
~megumi@confuzzledstill~
Because at that time, it is not the person speaking;
but confusion.
It is confusion piling word after words,
sentence after sentence,
mumble after mumble,
into a large heap of misunderstanding.
This does not mean, however - that without confusion - you will express yourself with crystal clear clarity.
Because humans lie.
Therefore, right now - I am a big mess of confusing feelings;
tangled up in this lazy vessel.
Right now,
I think -
I love you.
I love him.
I love her.
I love them.
I loved that movie.
I'll love the horrible, lonely, sinking feeling that will creep upon me when I crawl into bed.
I'll love tomorrow;
Everything that comes with it -
because without them, I won't be me.
~megumi@confuzzledstill~
Monday, November 16, 2009
iRage;

It's been awhile since I've been so angry and annoyed.
Not to mention - stressed over deadlines and homework.
Am tripping over big buckets of blessings;
but also tripping over buckets of evilshiz.
I have never been so desperate to learn;
or so desperate to earn cash.
I want to eat fried chicken now :/
Apparently Chocettes and Snowflake don't fill me up;
even if it's after a hearty dinner.
~megumi@grawrghghgh~
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Friday the 13th was awesome :)
14th is a day to reminisce.
Making a lot of decisions recently.
Life is going to take a lot of important turns!
- am only praying that God will be the one guiding me through all the paths chosen :)
~megumi@dates~
14th is a day to reminisce.
Making a lot of decisions recently.
Life is going to take a lot of important turns!
- am only praying that God will be the one guiding me through all the paths chosen :)
~megumi@dates~
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
i know.
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